General soul research-Case Study 2:SanMao’s automatic Psychic diary

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	General soul research-Case Study 2:SanMao’s automatic Psychic diary Author :Chang Kai-Chi  張開基 translation: 某君 (You are welcomed to share or reprint but please indicate the source and author) Occasionally, in a newspaper supplement, I saw a famous writer, Mr. Ni Kuang, who opened a very sensational column - "Spirituality". In one of the articles on the study of the psychic, Mr Kuang was shocked and said: "I knew that there are two people, really capable of psychic, but, unfortunately, their names cannot be published. These two friends are all very famous people, If I disclose their names, everyone will say "vow ... it is him! is her!“ Since everything in the spiritual world is not so easy to be accepted by the public, The personal privacy is also involved. Here we disclose her name to make the case more convenable. Besides, she also had the stage of "Diexian", which is the Chinese version of “Ouija board”, but she jumped over that stage shortly at once, flying forward, when she asked to communicate with the soul, she held the pen and would quickly write down some text/language even she didn’t understand. Of course, the soul that communicates with her is familiar with this type of language. She will quickly write down a word that is completely different from her original handwriting. At that time, I was flexible with her. The wonderful thing is that there are four aspects to participate in. It is easier to understand by using pronouns. The four aspects are: me, her, him, and the soul. Most of the communication happened between the soul and me. I was speaking, and she is writing. While the soul expressed the opinion by using her hand, she still had her conscience, She was able to think and express her own opinion during the conversation. She was speaking, and her hand was writing the soul’s words. At that time, he handwriting style was from the soul, not her own. The handwriting style was totally different than her original. It is even more convinced that the spirit communicated with us through the land during that period of time. From the beginning, the dialogue she wrote was old-fashioned (an elder is a predecessor) and taught me before the spirit. The tone of the muzzle, and the content of the conversation, she is absolutely incapable of knowing. She is young and female. Her method of thinking is completely different from that of the spirit. In fact, she has expressed different opinions from the spirit during the whole conversation. (That is, no matter what I am thinking, the spirit is clear, all know) (So, when communicating with the soul, that is, the most frank time in a person's life, since any lie is useless, it is better to tell the truth.) What deeply impressed me is that the "speaking" of the spirit/soul, the kind of cynicism, the different kind of temperament, was same as before the soul was dead.(same as while the soul was living)and the whole life are the same, which makes the soul science have a new subject: the pain of life and Worry, it seems to last in the soul, not after the physical destruction, with the body disappeared, and, that kind of distress, seems longer, deeper!     All the records of the psychic process; everything that the spirit passed through her handwriting was taken away by her. She said that there are many records of the same kind. When appropriate, when people have a firm belief in the soul, and no longer think of superstition or nonsense, they will gather books. ………………………………………… Before the Spring Festival in 1984, I suddenly saw a conversation between San Mao and Li Tao in a weekly magazine. The record was Feng Qing. In that conversation, they chatted about "Psychic", and when talking about the problem of Feng Shui, San Mao said: "I don't believe in Feng Shui, but I can psychic." "I can communicate with all kinds of souls" "I think, we don't want to find Jose(SanMao’s husband, who is dead), it's better to find Xu Wei(SanMao’s nominal father, who is dead), Xu Wei is lonely, my nominal mother told me that, I should chat with Xu Wei(‘s soul) if I could." Then SanMao quickly got in touch with Xu Wei in the form of "automatic writing"! Xu Wei said: "Does the child call me? I live very well, don't need write (Xu Wei was a writer when he was alive), I want to tell my children, don't disturb me just for fun. Dad is a poor soul, don’t tease me" This happened in mid-May (author's note: refers to the evening of May 16, 1984). Since April, I have planned a “Underworld tour” event in the Crown Magazine, and with the support of the magazine, I have held it five times in a row. We have invited dozens of celebrities in the current literary and art circles. Under the guidance of the legendary master Lu Jinhu's practice, the event participants could enter the underworld during meditation. I said that this is also the first group of people in human history who officially knocked on the door of the underworld. However, it is very strange and very regrettable. The first three times have not made any significant progress, and it can even be said that no one has been completely successful. Therefore, there are quite a few "visitors" who have signed up for “trip”, but they quit right before the event. This is really very discouraged. Since there is no camera and the camcorder during the meditation, we have specially invited several famous painters to participate in the grand event. I hope that as long as there is a success, we can see the real scene in the underworld, but unfortunately till no success. On the fourth day, I was invited to the famous writer San Mao. At that time, I was both worried and nervous. I was afraid that if I failed again, the activity of "The Journey of the Underworld" must be terminated forever. There was still a little fantasy. If San Mao succeeds, with her popularity, this must be a great news!                                 登錄/註冊後可看大圖 As a result, we have been lucky, San Mao really succeeded. I was so excited and got drunk at that day, I almost couldn’t get back home. The next day I woke up and went to work. The editor and his two assistants stood behind me, forcing me to finish the manuscript. The article was almost 10,000 words, and I wrote it under the condition of dizzying and unclear mind. Because by default we need get the signature of SanMao before publishing, In the evening, I and a young artist first contacted SanMao and agreed to bring this manuscript at 8 o'clock in the evening. At that time, she lived near the ring of Minsheng East Road, we arrived on time; San Mao very kindly greeted us, soaked coffee, but fortunately all three people smoked, so we chatted more energetically. After reading the manuscript, she only changed a few words, but she did not like to use the title of "San Mao's Journey to the Underworld". After discussing it, she changed it to "San Mao passed through time and space". In fact, in terms of the title, the new one is obviously weaker than the former in sense of momentum, but in order to respect her opinion, and I am also eager to publish it, I agree with the title she selected, and then she personally wrote the testimony of this wonderful experience. So far, the purpose of this visit has been successfully achieved. (Editor's note: Because SanMao, Xu Wei, the author's spiritual communication and the author's original "Sanmao's Life and Death Book" article has absolute relevance, after the special appendix, for the sake of easy understanding, readers are advised to read the article first. Looking down from here, it will be easier to get into the situation.) After talking about the official business, it was not until nine o'clock. The three people did not plan to say goodbye. At this time, I only looked at her residence very well. Although it is just a general apartment building, but under her elaborate arrangement, there is no chiseling that is deliberately operated, just like the first-class makeup; in addition to giving people a feeling of beauty, they can’t see the makeup. From the chandeliers of the cloth cover, the old-style closets, the tables and chairs, the hand-hooked tablecloths of the hemp yarns, the wall decorations of the shackles, etc., all of them are amazing, except for giving people a feeling of warmth and relief. I feel that everything is right in the right place. I walked into it, not only into a room, but also a real "home", no matter whether the owner or the guest can be a big one. Really relax in the hall, make a cup of tea, smoke a cigarette, and enjoy the side of the nature of life. I know that San Mao is a person who knows how to use money. The actual price of these excellent furniture accessories is not expensive. Some of them are even from the thrift store, with the feeling of treasure hunt, and they have come to collect. From the Spanish-style ornaments, we talked about the familiar South America, especially Argentina, which has a sense of time and space when it is "when it is raining in the mountains and nights". Although it was only the second time that night, the atmosphere was not at all ecstatic. Especially the three people present at the scene were very talkative, and when the scorpion opened, they entered a state of omniscience. When the topic turns into the astrological spirit, my colleague lady can't help but boast the skill of my experience. In fact, I knew my true level, not that great, San Mao did not hesitate, just told us her birthday. It happened that I had the formula for the number of birthdays. Although I was a little surprised that even if she was not a master, at least she was pretty familiar with that., I was so curious at the time, so I started counting for her, she was most concerned about future, especially marriage, and I always refer to the parties when I push the plate. Suddenly, I see some mystery in it, and San Mao does not hide her true feelings and marriage. She even took out a photo of a man for my reference, but the content of the talk is too sensitive, not just Sanmao herself, even I firmly believe that it is not appropriate to disclose, so here let me skip the fortune-telling details. After counting the number of buckets and talking about the psychic, San Mao immediately took a rectangular board of sugarcane plate texture from the study room. It was less than eight inches in size and printed twenty-six colored English letters on it (note: it is called "Ling should be"), she took a glass of wine glass and buckled it on the board. Let us extend a finger like her, and gently press it on the corner of the bottom of the glass, almost less than three seconds. The bell, this small glass of wine wandered around the board, and the three people played such a Western dish. Strictly speaking, I don't believe in discs(Chinese version of Ouija board). I have played dozens of times since junior high school, and the chances of success are almost 90%. Some answers are really wonderful, but I think some of the answer were just from the player’s subconscious, other than the soul/ghost. Sometimes it is simply someone who pushes in the dark and creates a mysterious atmosphere. But this time when I played with SanMao, I promised that at least I didn't push the cup. After the small glass of wine turned a few laps, I was not sure why, Sanmao asked us to withdraw our hands. She played alone, only to see the wine glass keep rotating, and she immediately smiled and asked us: You must think it is I am pushing the cup, right? Before we answered, she immediately turned her finger back. With the nails gently touching the bottom of the cup, the glass cup still turned, and the speed did not slow down. Then she suddenly pulled a hand and stopped the glass. I asked my fingers to turn against the bottom of the cup with my nails. Trying to push it, I tried it. It’s really not easy to push the glass around, and the colleague lady was trying it out. It’s still not very smooth, but when San Mao puts her finger back up, the cup was turned like a toy car with a battery. However, to be honest, although I often report on spiritual events, I have had actual spiritual contact, but in my personality, most of the time I did not believe it, so I didn’t really believe that there was a spirit attached to that one. On the cup. Of course, I am not skeptical that San Mao is playing magic, just a little doubt that the extraordinary power will be just her own subconscious? Soon, San Mao whispered a reminder: “He is coming! I can start communication” At the same time, the wine glass stops on the "G". The pause time is about one or two seconds. Then, down, in order, the "grandfather" is spelled out in English, even though my grandfather has already passed away, but I didn't think it would be him. I was pretty sure about that. Subsequently, SanMao pointed to the art lady: "He is your grandfather right here!" The lady was of course shocked, but San Mao only said: "Her grandfather just happened to be nearby, came over and said hello to her, and did not talk about anything important." Although such communication did not convince me, it is unreasonable that the lady's grandfather has indeed passed away. However, her age is still young. I believe that no one can arbitrarily judge that her grandfather is no longer alive. Moreover, before the three people did not talk about their family situation, SanMao and the young lady had not met with each other’s before. SanMao should not know about her grandfather's situation. Therefore, I think that at least this time there is a possibility that the "spirit/soul" is attached to the cup. Although this spirit may not necessarily be the grandfather of the art lady, it is most likely a ghost who wanders around because this situation is common. This often happens during Playing Ouija board, and the chances are quite high. These ghosts always like to pretend all kinds of gods. I asked San Mao whether Ouija board is her only way to communicate with the spirit world. San Mao shook his head and pointed her finger at the head: "No! The dish is just one of the Psychic, so all three of us could see the result together. I can communicate with the spiritual world with my own mind." Because I already knew that San Mao had the ability to communicate with ghost/soul before, but I was not too surprised, but when I heard her say it, I was just sure about it. Then I asked her again: What kind of spirit you could communicate with ?

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	登錄/註冊後可看大圖 SanMao spread her hands apart, waved a big circle: "all kinds of spirits are there, there are many foreigners, usually I will specify specific objects, like my husband Jose, and my father, The old writer Xu Wei" I originally knew that SanMao could communicate with Jose who is in the spirit world. During the event "Day of the Underworld" was held the day before, the first friend and friend she met in the spiritual world was the father, Xu Wei, in this face-to-face. In the actual communication, San Mao once proved to the people present: "My nominal father is talking to me now, saying that he used to use the spirit attached to me to write to his family. His family does not believe it. He said it was true!" I asked her if she had any special encounters in such frequent communication with the spiritual world. She did not hesitate to say: "Wow! Well, once, I played with a few friends who are very famous in the domestic scientific community. The "spirit" that came in was reported on the scene; it was a group of waves from Mars. We ask it a group of thought-waves that exist in the form of spirits? It replied that it was not, it was just a simple set of waves. At first, some of my friends who studied science still had some doubts that I was secretly joking and joking with them. However, these friends immediatelyraised some scientific and profound questions. They used all the hard-to-find terms that only the scientific talents understood. However, they did not seem to be surprised and puzzled. Because these good friends know that I can't understand so many scientific terms, it is even more impossible to use these terms to make such a fluent conversation with them on the dial. Moreover, "this group of radio waves" is obviously much more advanced in science and technology than the earth. Not only can they reasonably answer questions for them, but the views put forward are far more than the scope of science and technology of the Earth people at this stage. However, this group of radio waves does not last long. When it leaves, it does not follow the traditional pattern first to make a few circles and then return to the original position, but a direct "B", to a The straight line cuts straight into place and stops, then disappears, and there is no longer any communication. Playing Ouija board is actually communicating with a group of radio waves from Mars, while a group of clear and thoughtful waves deny that they have independent ideas. What exactly is it? Is that really suspicious?    After thinking about it for a while, I can't find any reasonable explanation. In order to avoid touching the pain of "the human being's understanding of the universe is still pitiful," I have to talk about it for the time being. At this time, San Mao also turned the topic to the psychic and subconscious. She had some confusion: “I can use the "automatic writing" to communicate with my nominal father, Xu Wei, that is to say: the spirit of the father can be attached to me. In the hand, express the meaning through the writing of the pen. And my own words or problems can be passed on through the thoughts in my mind. If any third party wants to communicate with my dad, it will become him. My dad is attached to me and writes with a pen. If I want to insert a conversation in the middle, I just use my brain to think, but I don’t use words. He conveyed his opinions to nominal father, and his opinions were all passed on by the written words. However, sometimes I also suspect that the "automatic writing" may drive my hand movements not because of my dad's spirit, but only my subconscious mind, and sometimes the words of "automatic writing" are serious protests. I don't believe it. He repeatedly stressed that this is really the spirit of my father, but I still stubbornly believe that it may be a subconscious prank. But what is weird? I also have a counter-argument; for example, Xu Wei is my nominal father, but I have never paid attention to his signature. The name he signed during “automatic writing” is very special. I specially went to the bookstore to find his book with white cover. The complete works of Xu Wei discovered that the two signatures were exactly the same, especially the last tick of the word "Wei(in Chinese)". The feature is extraordinarily exaggerated. It is completely different from the ordinary people's writing. Even this is exactly the same. I am just right about these things. I promised myself, I did not deceive myself at all, I really never saw Xu Wei’s signature”. I believe her very much about this, because the kind of "dreams in dreams"; the hardships of stubbornness, I have tasted myself, sometimes not to convince others or prove anything, just in my own thinking Struggling to break through. San Mao is indeed understanding, she asked me directly:  Hey do you like to witness me communicating with my nominal father? This is what I have been waiting for a long time, and I am excited to answer: Of course, I want to! "Good! You sit down, I am going to get the pen and  paper!" San Mao quickly took a stack of her special manuscript paper from the study room. The color was as tender as the grass in the early spring, and it was very big. The size of the paper is similar to a newspaper. In the middle, her name "San Mao" was printed in the middle, but the quality of the paper is ordinary, not very good. She sat down, across the table, I was sitting opposite her, San Mao gently took a breath, the right hand held the ballpoint pen on the manuscript paper, the left hand held his forehead, because there is a palm cover, I can only guess her I should have closed my eyes and touched it for a few seconds. I only heard her muttering in her mouth: "Daddy! Dad..." I can feel that she is concentrating on communicating with Xu Wei. I thought it might take a long time, I don't want it. In less than five seconds, her right hand has been slowly sliding on the manuscript paper. I noticed the posture of her pen. The strength she used was quite light, almost Just let the pen lean against it, and the pen is quite inclined on the paper. At first, the pen smashed a few laps on the paper. I saw that San Mao did not make a sound, only nodded lightly. We all understood what she meant: "Communication!" At this time, the air in the house seemed to condense immediately, and it looked strangely quiet, and even the sound of his breathing could be clearly heard... The pen slowly wrote clear text on the paper. "I am Xu Wei..." San Mao still maintains the position of his left hand, but he speaks softly: "Daddy! I am looking for you!" I know that San Mao has no need to make a message when he wants to send a message to Xu Wei. The purpose of her "copying" her thoughts into words is just to make it easy for us to understand what she really said to Xu Wei. Then she whispered again: "Daddy! He is also a famous writer. and He has some questions to ask you, are you willing to answer?" Xu Wei (in words): "I will!" Not waiting for San Mao’s instructions, I respectfully reported the name and greeted: "Mr. Xu! Hello!" Xu Wei, an old writer who has been in China for a long time, really pays attention to etiquette. He left an article on paper: "Mr. Zhang! Hello!" Seeing him called my name, my heart is really flattered, I don’t dare to be. At this time, San Mao also said: "Daddy! Mr. Zhang is also a writer. He is very interested in the phenomenon of spirituality."                                 登錄/註冊後可看大圖

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	Xu Wei: "Very good!"    Me: "Mr. Xu! Are you there?"    Xu Wei: "Good! I am very good! It is very quiet here."    Me: "Are you still writing?"    Xu Wei: "I don't have to write here."    Me: "Mr. Xu! Can you talk about your current life?"    Xu Wei: "I am very good here! It is very quiet, just a few people talk, so sometimes it is very boring."    Me: "What kind of form or manner do you and people living in the spiritual world exist?"    Xu Wei: "I don't know."    Me: "Do you live there forever?"    Xu Wei: "No! We are waiting for the reincarnation."    Me: "Do you need to be reincarnation?"    Xu Wei: "Yes!"    Me: "When?"    Xu Wei: "I don't know!"    Me: "Do other people know?"    Xu Wei: "I don't know, because we are just a group of poor souls waiting for the reincarnation!"    At this time, I am a little excited, and there are a lot of puzzles? It was silent. San Mao then picked up and said, "Daddy! Is it really you who writes in my hand?"    Xu Wei: "Yes! It is me! Your father, Xu Wei."    San Mao: "But no one else believes?"    Xu Wei (apparently very excited; also a little angry, the pen is getting faster and faster): "It's me! Really me! Children! I want to believe, I really write in my hand! Why is it always? Don't believe it?"    San Mao: "Is it really not my subconscious?"    Xu Wei: "No!"    San Mao was also silent for a moment, but his left hand still kept his forehead posture, and then turned the topic over: "Daddy! Ok! I believe it is you. Dad! Yesterday when I entered the spirit world, I saw Is it yours?"    Xu Wei: "Yes! I really see you."    San Mao suddenly asked me: "The drunk son has always thought of the spiritual world to experience it. Why did he try many times but could not pass?"    Xu Wei: "I don't know."    San Mao: "When can he go in?"    Xu Wei: "I don't know."    San Mao: "Daddy! Can you help him over there?"    Xu Wei: "I am willing?"    San Mao: "Can he see you there too?"    Xu Wei: "As long as he can come, you can see me!"    Me: "Mr. Xu! What can I do to see you?"    Xu Wei: "When you want to come over, just read me! I will help you here!"    Me: "Thank you! Mr. Xu!"    Xu Wei: "Welcome to see me here. There are very few literati here. No one is very boring when talking. You come over and chat with me very well!"    Me: "I must pass!"    Xu Wei: "Okay! Mr. Zhang! Let us make a friend across alive living world and underworld! The words "living and underworld" are very big and powerful, and I am really shocked, also got excited. The more I think, the more I think these four words are really wonderful. It really is one life and one death, one in living world and one in the spiritual world, not to mention that he is very famous in the literary and art circles. It is fortunate that to know Mr. Xu. After his death, he was able to communicate with each other and conclude a "life and death". Why not be exciting? Later, we talked about some issues related to literature and Chinese characters, but as long as it involves the future, Xu Wei always humbly stressed: "I can't predict the future, I am a poor soul and embarrassed." At that time, in my cognition, I believed in ghosts, the ability of ghosts was limited, and ghost could know everything about the past, but ghost don’t know anything about the future. Therefore, in the communication with Xu Wei, it has been fairly straightforward confirmation, which makes me naturally have a further understanding of this point. Also, for a while, the "Underworld Journey" spiritual activity planned by me has been going on, and the public (interview) is eager to enter the spiritual world. At this time, through SanMao "Automatic writing" In the spirit communication mode, not only did she  conclude a "life and death" relationship with Xu Wei, but Mr. Xu also promised to help me so that I could chat with him face-to-face after I entered the spiritual world smoothly. At this time, I am full of confidence, so I have kept many important questions and intend to "benefit in person" after entering the spiritual world to meet with him. In addition, this "Spiritual Communication" has been going on for an hour. If I am embarrassed to extend it again, I will take the initiative to ask Sanmao to come to an end. The two sides said "re-come!", I saw that San Mao’s pen slowly drew a few consecutive circles on the paper after writing the words "re-meeting", and then it was still, and San Mao also put her left hand at the moment and relaxed. Take a break and suddenly ask me urgently: "Mr Zhang, Is this my subconscious?" I really thought for a long time, like a detective, to trace the bits and pieces in the "Spiritual Communication", and I finally said: "I don't know! Really! I can't be sure that this must be subconscious, because too many of the key features are not covered by the subconscious, including the difference in tone and handwriting. Of course, this can also be explained by dual personality, but another reason for the completely different personality is still a mystery that cannot be solved in today's psychology. Who dares to say that this other personality is not a "outer spirit"? However, Mr. Xu has promised to help me, and the next time I will conduct the "Hay Tour" activity, I may prove it! " San Mao is really excited, just like a child: "I hope you can succeed and find the real answer!" After that, we kept talking until 2 o'clock in the morning. "San Mao passed through time and space" and handed in a report. Two days later, I participated in the fifth "Underworld Tour", but in the process of receiving the cast, I kept calling Mr. Xu Wei and spread the double. Hand-made greet, waiting for his guidance, but unfortunately, although there is induction, it is very weak, almost between the emptiness, it is, I am not sure that he really came to lead me, and another explanation is that I am too dull and the induction is too bad. Even if both parties have promised to communicate, but they are unable to communicate, this is really a pity. Later, before and after, I participated in dozens of "Journey of the Underworld" activities. Finally, I entered the spiritual world once, but still did not see Mr. Xu Wei, the "life and death". However, if there is any other form of "spiritual communication" in the future, I am still willing to try it. This article compares with the focus of Mr. Nie in the "Spiritual Detective": Ni Kuang: "...when asked about the present situation of the spirit, in what kind of way, the answer of the spirit cannot be said, because the situation of the spirit transcends the human language, the range that the words can describe, reluctantly said, too I don't understand." This is exactly the same. Ni Kuang: "The deeper impression is that the "speaking" of the spirit, the kind of cynicism, the kind of uneasiness, is exactly the same as when they live...". If Nie Wei’s psychic mysterious figure and the spirit of the elders who came to communicate are as I guessed, this performance in life is exactly the same. Ni Kuang: "I didn't know that she could write so fast. Imagine that language and words can be exchanged almost indirectly. How fast does it take? The speed of my speech is as fast as a rim. I write very fast. I often say "Chinese writing, my speed is fast,the number one!”. But on that day, she writes fast. I am also amazed. Although the author's own writing speed is not as good as that of Ni Kuang's "World's No. 1", but my writing speed is also recognized by some friends in the literary and art circles, so in the process of "Spiritual Communication" with Mr. Xu Wei, I don't think she writes very fast, but compared with ordinary people, it is really fast, and there is little stagnation. "